First love
Do you remember those twilight morns?
Where the stone met the earth?
Where my words met with yours?

'Cause I do
Lord knows I do
Oh the ways that we grew
Underneath that twilight sky

We were just kids
Forced to grow up too soon
We were just kids
But I knew that I loved you

We were just kids

Did that silver ring grow heavy on your hand?
From our dejecting curses?
From the grieving waters pouring from our voids?
If I could go back
Would I have been enough to bury all our lamentations?

Would you have stayed?
Could you say?

(Frozen tongues laced our bones)
(You built your tomb inside my home)
(Pink ice left me in the cold)
(Our lonely bones have grown so old)

Nostalgia
Have you missed those boundless glacial Winter nights
Wistfulness
When our language breathed into the entropy?

Do you miss the way our fragile
Shapes fit skin to skin?
'Cause I was scared of what you'd think
But I still let you in

And now..
You can't hear me now
My xanthous rays
Were eclipsed by your sweetest shadows
And now they've left me in the dark

I tried to love you the best I could
But I heard the passion die in your words
Oh twilight love I tried so hard
But I let you down

Were we meant to live this any other way?
Meant to mend our heartaches?
Meant to nest into the magic of our times?
If I could go back
Would you be the same as all your ways inside my memory?

Would you
(You snapped my heart in twain)
Have stayed?
(Lost my voice in the pain)
If I had changed?

(Frozen arms held your bones)
(I built my tomb inside your home)
(Green eyes hung me in the cold)
(From balcony poles and poems untold)

Reminisce
How my life broke down in your chilling reticence
Pensiveness
When you collapsed into the entropy
I still miss the way our hands perfectly intertwined
A part of me will always be in those days of our lives

But now..
You can't hear me now
Haunted by your words
That I was "too fucked up to be loved"
At the cusp of my darkest days

I felt myself sinking into the black
I begged and I begged and I begged
I begged you love to pull me up
But you let me down, you let me down